Happy New Year!~!
mood swing..
haven been blogging lately. i know cos i'm lousy.time is precious u know. so now i will write a very long-winded blog. to update some news...wat's happening? last wed went to MOMO for e first time. nice and cool ambience. i like...wkends? nthg new. Everything is been changing but not ME. I'm motionless and dreadful of my life. I oso wan someone to care, pamper and listen to my ups & downs..but i know myself. i can't balance my care er and love life. I lack of self esteem. I need to be confident and affirmitive in what i do.
HE do sth disgraceful..shooo... I'm upset, guess i'm juz too kind-hearted or should i say too stupid. I never gotta forgive him again. I'm serious this time. Give me more time... i can do it.
Bro has juz enter NS to serve e country and fanny jie is gng rom this coming sunday 18 sep which is also our chinese mooncake festival! She is walking to her next chapter of e life...and i'm just stepping into working life now. Really hope to bcum a godmum. den i can buy GUCCI baby shoes for my god-daughter/boy. haha
The fatigue in my body definitely went to core. Be optimistic, vickie! Haven find a job yet, been taking MC once a week to go for interview. Bute interviewer didn't gif me a call. My working colleagues been tracking my whereabout...hate it. DIdn't went to work..call and ask ppl who r close to me wat happened? wat's wrong with everyone? I colour my hair yesterday, brown with highlights.wking ppl ask again..guess tat r trying to be friendly. but it fake...maybe. Need to distance from being good colleagues and friends. Can't feel e warmth e.g. u r my friend>about them..m i anti?
Guess i am not used to my new hair color..cos i have expected that it will be a disaster to my hair.this is not e 1st time. e last time i went to salon to colour my hair was abt 1 year plus ago. i wasn't satisfied. only do rebonding most of e tiime. cos u noe..curly werly..yuckz. at first it was too blond and e highlight cannot be seen after 3 whole fuking hours...den e salon ppl suggest to darken my hair cos it was so obvious...de..?! other 1 hour or so. finishing result? e fringe was abit blond; not to complain. weird! and my rebond effect was kinda gone. i was totally confused and agitated. i was kinda sick at that time. and i couldn't sae much. after all it's my sister who suggest to go to that shop.
hopefully i could get a shoes to match my dress when i go shopping on wed to attend my godsis's rom on sun. haa. hopefully happiness would fall on me..:)
Happy National Day Singapore!
9 august will be Singapore 40th birthday! Dunno where would i be celebrating..ahem~!..
It's been a long time since i blog, guess i've not much outcome in my life so talking about my usual activities was no fun as well. Feeling lost and no goal in my life was a drastic matter to me as it show that i can't do any job if i complain this and that. Probably life is filled with challenging and excitement waiting for me to reveal if i ever try...
I've been working in DBS as a bank assistant for almost 1 month in@ chai chee. It an enriching experience but somehow i sense that it is not what i want. I can't really imagine if i were to stay at there for years. haha :) It is found by the agency and my contract is due in 1 months time. so probably in the mean time i will browse in newspaper to look for other jobs. Something which is related to my course i guess. I'm also keen in taking up japanese classes as well..gotta check out the fees. And get my driving license as well. hopefully i would get my resolution done asap..only if i've the financial wise settle and no trouble. Unless i can deal with my sch loan repayment.
Last july, i went to my godsis chalet. It was probably the first time she held a chalet. haha...it's was not much fun though, as we didn't drink till i'm dipsy and stuff. It is e 1st time i drank vodka blackcurrent, probably i'm not used to it. heez
gathering day :~)
Had a fun day with my poly mates; rein, kat, irene on fri...*ahem* :) Went to ktv at cuppage in the evening till mid-nite. Supposing was gng ktv on thurs but it was fully booked thus no choice had to bring our pizza hut "pizza" and "chix wings" to spinelli eat. haha. it was a relaxing day indeed.
Sat i gotta nthg to do, its been a while since i went to shopping alone. Bought one pants, 2 tops and contact lenses at tm. Shop till abt 6plus. Then reached hm, gotta a call from an old frd whom i've nv seen for abt half year or so. hehe. Came to fetch me and we went to have dinner cos i din eat since noon, then bk&n bsp;to tm, juz walking ard. glad to have met him ~:) haa...we're still frds. 2 frds said they were going to club, but too bad i can't join cos i was in the east. but still don't think i wanted to go. probably nt week. mon i gotta start wk. haiz. scary man.
another day...
I have not been blogging these days. My gfs been complaining.But i just started to get bored abt blogging (or maybe after iap, hehe!), as well as looking for jobs when i'm usually online. Doing e nonsensical thingy e.g. msn, frdster, reading other ppl's blog, jobstreet.com & etc. Went to an interview today at chai chee industrial park@ bedok-DBS Bank, i suppose it is ok since they kept emphasizing "shld not be a prob" and i receive a call fr e agent after the interview informing me tat they've inform my agent tat e interview was successful.Thus a bless.I'm really appreciate tat i can get a job (perhaps with my mum's prayers), thus it's paid by hourly basics but will be temp-perm job, so i shld be pleased as well. Anw have no experience so i can't expect much. Will update soon once things gets going..:)